April 7, 2007

Open

By writesome

I’m mindful that my words are available to the world. This is humbling. I’m putting it out there. I believe that life will bring us what we truly desire. The trick is to desire big. Put the ego on mute, don’t let it talk you down and simply accept what comes your way. Be bold and brave and demand the best for yourself. If you don’t clearly believe you are worth it, how will the universe know what to provide. And surely, don’t let someone else’s voice become your own.

I have a cousin who is a photographer. I’m inspired by his talent and his belief in himself. Expect lots Nick, you deserve it.

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April 6, 2007

I have friends

By writesome

I registered on Facebook the other day. I’m connecting with people I haven’t talked to in years and even learning new things about them. I keep checking my friends’ friends to see if they are my friends too. I’m spending way too much time on it, it’s quite addictive. I’m told the novelty will wear off within a few weeks. Meanwhile it’s fun to poke around and find out what others are up to.

I actually set up my blog to display in my “Notes” on Facebook but I abandoned the task at confirm or cancel. Seems like a cool thing to do, but I’m not ready for the commitment. NB:  Commitment made.

So another social network takes off fast. It’s amazing how the internet keeps offering ways to engage people and shorten the distance between souls. 

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April 5, 2007

There’s a difference

By writesome

I’m not afraid to be alone, just afraid to be lonely.

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April 5, 2007

Better than a sitcom

By writesome

I find Gerry McGovern extremely entertaining. I love the way he changes the paradigms and brings the truth to light. I’m always left inspired by his insight and ready to enforce his wisdom on unsuspecting clients…to their advantage. I believe and appreciate his message. In my Online Marketing role, I often feel like a web traffic controller—ensuring visitors get to their destination quickly and safely, without missing their connection. I met an air traffic controller in a bar once. I didn’t mention my analogy. Somehow my role seemed a lot less significant than hers.

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April 5, 2007

Clearly…I’ve been drinking

By writesome

The sweat rosé
so pink and bright
removes the day
and brightens the night

I’m silly and happy
and ready for fun
the world is my playmate
and joy is my sun

May sleep come silent
and the ceiling be still
I’ll keep the goats with me
their work I won’t spill

My solemn promise…I will not drink and blog!

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April 3, 2007

Misplaced

By writesome

The sweet aroma of biscuits filled her bedroom. She dressed quickly and rushed downstairs. Her uncombed hair fell loosely around her shoulders and matts of blond curls stood straight up in the back. “Good morning,” said a sweet frail voice. “Biscuits smell good Nan, are they ready?” she asked. “Right after your hair is combed dear and you are dressed properly. Every meal deserves respect.” It was going to be a long summer for Jordan Miller.

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April 3, 2007

Spring

By writesome

At the speed of life we seek the thrill
and turn our minds away from pain.

We are empty, waiting to be filled
we are full, waiting to pour.

Our path slips away and we are left alone
fending for ourselves finding strength and hope.

When the day comes and the light shines through
may peace be the foundation and love be in bloom.

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April 3, 2007

Floating

By writesome

My kids returned to swimming lessons. When I arrived they were in full splash. My three year old was the only kid in his class. I hope I never forget the smile on his face. I think he liked the personal attention. He even went in the canoe all by himself with both paddles. Their Dad had the same squishy look I had watching that one.  The older one was nervous going up a level. I told him it’s like a video game, just follow the instructions and you’ll figure it out. I think he was amazed that he could still swim.

I’m mindful of how much I’m missing with my kids. I’m looking for life to bring me more balance so I can feed my creative spirit and more often watch my children smile. I can’t get these days back. Something’s gotta give.

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March 31, 2007

Buttercups

By writesome

It is sometimes too painful to see things as they truly are. We often need to protect ourselves until we are ready to observe the truth. We are fragile, every one of us.

We cannot begin to understand another’s pain. We place ourselves in their position, but we still can only imagine. We know not of their experience, we know not what they have within them—the strength or the fear.

When those around you suffer, reflect your beauty like a buttercup. If you bring only a moment of pleasure, you’ve made a difference.

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March 31, 2007

The Passion – Part 1

By writesome

Pastor Kimber asked if I would share my interpretation of the Passion story for the week of Easter. I’ve started with Luke 22 14:71. Look for more this coming week.

This is the story of the last supper and how Jesus was subsequently betrayed by Judas and Peter and brought to be blindfolded, beaten and insulted.

What am I thinking about this?

It’s difficult to interpret passages that I’ve heard so often. I think I haven’t ever really understood, just followed in faith. However, understanding strengthens our faith so this is a good exercise.

During his final meal with his disciples, Jesus monumentalized an everyday ocassion. Through this, we are given an opportunity to reflect daily on God’s love.

When we share a holy meal with our church family, we are sharing a common reflection, usually reserved for Sunday mornings. But we can bring this to every meal, silently or formally and include nourishment for our faith.

Jesus challenges us to see true leaders as children and the greatest kings as servants. This says to me that to remain open to love we must see life as a child and experience all things without adult prejudices.  Do not live as if you deserve to be waited on but live to wait on others. For we cannot be wise nor great without knowing innocense and humility.

Jesus said to pray not to fall into temptation. His disciples attacked those who came to bring Jesus to justice. Jesus demanded they stop and healed the wrong they had done. This seems to be a pre-cursor to the gathering of our sins that Jesus died for.

Through our faith our sin is removed and we are able to focus on today and tomorrow—not the guilt of the past. With this heavy burden removed, we are free to experience each new day as a child and lead others to witness the same peace.

Jesus knew his path, he knew it could not be altered. He was prepared and ready to be with God. I don’t believe we are given such a clear path. I do believe, however, that our true paths are revealed to us through prayer and meditation. When we are at peace with our lives, we are clear to see and fulfill our future.

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