The ability to live your life with no expectation is hard to master. Our minds are full of shoulds, coulds, woulds and what ifs. It’s a tough, drippy tap to turn off. For me, freeing myself of judgement (both of self and others) is when I’m the happiest, just enjoying the ride of my life, arms in the air.
Qigong started tonight and guess what? That’s what it’s all about. I’m definitely in the right spot. Don’t ask me to repeat what I learned, I’m still absorbing. It will unfold, be patient and I’ll share it all as it comes to my enlightened self.
Immediate benefits: my cold is better and this stiff pain in my right foot (from crashing into Justin on the trampoline a couple of weeks ago) is exiting. I can actually wiggle my toes again.
September 16th, 2009 at 12:56 am
Glad you’re writing again, H! Look forward to reading more and your progress with this new approach/program…
September 16th, 2009 at 12:57 am
Hmm…and what about this boyfriend stuff?! 😉
September 16th, 2009 at 1:26 pm
Thanks Susan. Nice to hear from you and I hope the planning is going well. I’ll need an off-line update soon. And, yes, I slipped that boyfriend in just for you!